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Saturday, 03 October 2009

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    i have to say, you've got me feeling emerald all over. why does it have to be this way???????? i need to work three times as hard now, but for what i am not even exactly sure.

    i need to stay on weekends.

     

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

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    summer is not quite over, yet.. it's the 29th of July, nearly august. lets just say its august. so theres around 2 more months of summer. theres a lot to do in these next weeks before school starts.. im sitting at home and waiting and wondering many things. but right now, i'm waiting for you. im curious about you. i want to know more. but by the time this happens, i think it may very well be just a little too late.

     

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

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    missing you,

    Taiwan.

    well Taipei, to be more specific. i've just been so weird and mixed up these couple days since i came back from one of the most amazing trips i've had thus far in my life. and hopefully after i've organized all i need to organize and get properly 'settled down,' i will find a chunk of time devoted to describing the amazingness of these past 5 weeks. (yeah, that's right. i've been back since thursday and i havent even unpacked yet. -_-) i havent exactly been melancholy since i've come back. well scratch that, i have been. i have been melancholy and wishful and ridden with bouts of daydreaming. i just can't stop thinking about taiwan...

    but here's where i need to learn and grow. it isnt merely the fact that i'm missing taiwan so much. i'm missing it so much and also, slightly unhappy coming out of this trip because my mentality is flawed in ways that i much change before i continue living on this way. while it's fine to miss it so much and feel slightly sad, i know that it shouldnt be exactly like this. i know what's okay and what isn't. and this obviously has elements of not-okay. adjustments are desperately needed to ensure my future happiness, sanity, and well-being.

    ive been so reclusive, and i need to stop soon. a few days is fine, but more is not. i need to finish venting (to caroline) and then get better so i can move on. because as we all know there is so much to look forward to.

    all in all, my goal for this summer is to seriously change the way i think and my attitude towards certain things. im not saying i have to "go back to the drawing board." hell no. i just need to find a different path for things, that's all. and the ultimate goal is for this new way to keep me happier and more at-peace with myself.

    (okay, i know this post sounds super serious. its not THAT serious. like omg im depressed, lol. its just a solemn reminder to myself of what i must accomplish.)

    love, christine.

     

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

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    Oh my God July

    1256 am tw.. which means 957 am PT. you just add three and a day.

    its been so long since my last post. which was June FIRST. now its july first.

    already?  what the heck!?!! can you believe that?

    so much has happened, i cant begin to explain.

    i graduated. i traveled much of Yunan, China and hit a couple of the most famous tourist spots in Hong Kong. i've been with family in taiwan for about a week and a half now.

    which means i only have a week and a half left, that is if my parents dont let me stay longer.

    please let me stay longer, parents. please please please please. PLEASE.

    i dont miss home at all.

     

     

    well i do. a tiny tiny tiny bit. maybe around 2% out of a 100. i just love this place too much. i want to move here. LOL. i really do.

    but i still want to know many things.

    i want to know about my personal financial situations.. whether or not those damned magazine companies have been withdrawing money outta my freaking debit account again.. causing me pain from harsh overdraft fees. i want to know if i'm behind on anything college related. i know i am on one thing; i havent called ETS yet. shit. have i paid all my UCI fees?? im pretty sure i have. what about that $300 cell phone bill? why havent the changes (in text plan) been reflected on the billing statement?? damnit!! now i have to have my dad (who left for home couple days earlier) call my cousin who works at the cell store we purchased the phones/plans from (not cus she works there but just because.. and she happened to work there after we started going there. WHICHHHHH btW.. she is the oldest of the three kids of the aunt and uncle we're staying with here in TW. haha. what a loong breath to hold)....

    and tell her all about it.. and have the bill corrected and blahblahblah. or is the bill right, and i or we somehow went way over on the talk time or whatever? or got majorly penalized because of intl roaming someway or another?? somehow?

    shouldnt be. i mean what the fucking hell. 300 is a LOT. i hope its just the texting thing. ahh...

    but anyhow, those are some of the many worries that have been incessantly but gently gnawing at the back of my mind. magazines, finances, college stuff, cell phone stuff. ahh.

    i want to know what everyone's up to. and that can be easily taken care of thanks to facebook. (-__- lack of privacy -__-) i want to know how everyone has been spending their summer since it began.

    but whether theyre at home or elsewhere, lots seems to be going on. why dont i feel the same way?

    change is needed! and you can interpret that in many ways.

    i just needed to get about a millionth of whats on my mind right now.. off of it and onto here.

    so goodbye for now. but other than that, i hope everyone's summer is great! :)

    love, christine.

     

Monday, 01 June 2009

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